imabitch

i've learnt so MUCH
through ALL that has
happened so far.

my journey hasn't been
an easy one ever since
the beginning of this year.
so many rough patches,
and obstacles i had to
face along the way.

i admit, at certain parts
of the journey, i really
TOTALLY felt like giving up.
but i'm glad there were
railings i was holding onto,
that prevented me from
doing so. they were not
only there for me while
falling, but also there
to encourage as well as
to cheer me up.

nothing means more to be than
to be able to be by their sides,
staying with them till their smiles
return. that, itself, never fails
to make me happy.

ilovethem ALL.
PINKY!, SHAKEIT!, SHEILA, PARTNER!, SISTA!, CLAIRECHUA!:]PRESTY!, SARAH!, BEANIE!, MEL! CHERYL!, JAMIE! ETC.

i realised that this journey
has not only made me a much
stronger person, but a braver
one in fact.

although the journey's JUST
begun, and it hasnt ended yet.
i'm more than grateful to have
ALL OF THEM with me already!

its not gonna be an easy one.
but still, i've gotta keep
reminding myself that i cannot
be brave if i only have had
wonderful things happening to me.

its not easy.
even after all the obstacles
i've faced. its gonna take
TIME to heal, but still its
NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME AGAIN.

IT'S NEVER GONNA BE THE SAME AGAIN :(

for eg.
drive a nail into the wall
and the hole will always remain
it doesnt matter how hard you try to
patch it how many coats of paint you
layer on because beneath it all,
it will still ALWAYS remain.

BUT! why let one small obstacle
tarnish the entire journey?


perhaps i need time.
its not gonna be easy.
i'll have to start this friendship
right from the START all over again.
IT CANNOT BE RUSHED.

i'll take things a step at
a time, but no matter how
much of time this is gonna
take, i am willing to try.

i dont want to loose this
friendship no more.

esp to SHAKEIT, PINKY AND PARTNER! THANKS for all your support you have given to me! MWAHHHHHHH*

posted by stacey @ Thursday, April 14, 2005